End of one beautiful Journey: JUW Life

Last Night I slept with a feel that today was the last day to be called the Final year, last day to wear the pride of the senior most proctor of the department of Mass Communication (My Life) as new session was supposed to start in university by today. It was a different feeling no harm in saying a sad feel as it is difficult to say bye to your life where you had spent 4 amazing years and I fell asleep with mixed thoughts. My peaceful sleep was disturbed by a phone call which I preferred not to pick but picked it at the last moment; it was a call from university telling me that I was being missed! (aww moment) that was and it took me four years back to a flash back when I first entered the university gate.

January 2010, when we first entered this university enrolled in department of mass communication the most famous department of the university I don’t know we were more famous or the department (So Me :P) but I am sure we complimented each other in all manners. First days are always confusing but mine was more exciting as within half an hour of my first day we were seven girls partying together in the cafeteria rather than finding class rooms (in all seriousness our regular classes started after a week) I don’t still remember how that Gangsta of seven girls increased to 80 (girls or even more than that) within a month. What I know is that we were always more than a dozen people playing Pittu, Cricket, Kho Kho and even Antakshri all the time (Ahh I miss that time)

Our first class was the first Showtime with the finest teacher on earth (no doubt about that) Ma'am Shahida Kazi and that first class I can never forget most probably because I was the first one to get bestified by her (I love to take these privileges) well there was no chance to act smart with her you are always caught whenever you try to be, because she knows it well where the flavor is added ;-) and we were a bunch of smart ladies who knew it well how to add flavors J (Caught up was understood).  I still remember how much I loved those classes and missed ma'am even after she left our university although She did not give me highest marks (hence proven I don’t love teachers on the basis of their marking criteria) :-P but on a serious note I like those more who give me highest (lets be fair)

First year of our batch was amazing unlike the rest of first years we witnessed, we were more lively, passionate, radical, somewhat famous, rebellious( Che Guvera Style) and united. I still memorize how we used to party out, sing loud and stand firm against someone we disliked (and the other party used to hate us) :-P. I remember how we used to plan to get out of the class when teacher used to sent one out as in (get out of the class), how we used to drag discussion from the actual lecture to the point that it helps ending the class in no time, I missed how we used to Google all night to bring an unique angle of the topic in order to impress Ms Sabeen and used to fail every time (ha ha ha ha) even the superb idea of making a movie did not help us (Poor us). I can never forget those biology classes when we were 100 against 1 and revenge was wisely taken in the final exam (I still doubt I had biology background). Time was amazing Vice Chancellor was more like our friend than the head of institution since we used to knock his door for every injustice (apparently injustice to us only) the only tool we had to use against the administration was protest keeping it hidden from the faculty (but used to get caught every time).

I recalled all those moments when I used to break the rhythm of the fast going lectures by cracking a joke (no matter how serious the issue used to be), I went back to the time when we used to scream after checking the result on notice board (we loved checking it together) and kicking each other for scoring good. Today was the day when I missed all those unforgettable moments I have treasured (undoubtedly wonderful memories)

Four years in the university were life, we did whatever we wanted to do, we never hesitated asking questions, seeking answers, we cherished, explored and ruled the department we were the reigning champions of MC department for four years big time and we never let anyone else rule it as nobody else could owned the department as much as we did (king style) and the reign is over. Yesterday was the last day as the head of BS 4th, a beautiful, adventurous, exciting and thrilling journey has come to an end the JUW chapter is closed now I look forward to have more beautiful chapters in my life but love for JUW can never be replaced by anything else.

I loved this part of my life so much that I don’t want to love anything more than this (Senti Hogai mai). The appreciation, love and admiration I received is indefinable (little hatred-ness can be ignored :) ) but still this university is what I call my LIFE!!

"Fatty", "Bongs" and Barney" :)

Just as stars are nothing without the night... Just as the spring season would have no origin without the greenery... Just as there would be no sign of rain without the clouds... Similarly i am incomplete without you guys... I literally would have no existence as the real me if you buddies weren't always there with mee..!!! With you guys around i really don't care how do i look, what am i doing, how am i behaving and even when i'm stuck in the middle of the mess i just kick it off because i love it when you guys get exasperated and straight up the stuff for me... :-)


I'll never forget our last picnic how you all were playing part like my "3 mommies", i think there's no need to elaborate it over here.. :P I'll never forget the time when we used to sit in library to prepare notes ending up laughing and strolling out of library... xD the travelling in tapley tapley (bus) for the first time with you guys... surprise birthday party at my place, where i was so overwhelmed that i ended up crying... :) Every piece of memory with you guys is priceless for me... 

FATTY (Hina) - Ahh i love you.. everyone knows it since you have left the university... :p You are the one on whom i was totally dependent... And why not?? We are childhood companions.. :) I love it when you spend your money on my eating stuff and i adore it more when i snatch it myself!! :D

BONGS (Shadab) - Godd you are complicated.. In fact our friendship is a lot more complicated.. :p When everyone is out of reach you hold my hands tightly... but sometimes things get so much muddled that i wonder what went wrong... :-/ But no matter what i adore our friendship bond... I love it when i irritates you and you get mad..!! :D

BARNEY (Sana) - Mmm you are my elder sister... :) From day one you are helping and encouraging me from making my assignment's cover page till the lanes in which you stand to do my work whether it's of fees submission or duplicate proformas and enrolment card.. :p I love it when you get witty with me..!! Oww and i love your crazy laugh too.. :D

You guys are my fun world...!! Ohhh break...!!! You pals aren't angels fall from the sky on me...!! :-/ Sometimes you all behave like monsters!! I hate it when you fight with one another without any logical reason... How i manage to knot this bond tightly u guys don't have any idea.. x( Anyways... Why you people can't digest money in my bag..?? And for God sake leave my key chain alone it's v.cute..!! :P


I love you guys alott... so much that i can't express it in words... Thank you very  much for being such a wonderful part in my life...!!! Thanx for everything... I'll love you guys till my last breath... Yes my "Fatty", "Bongs" and "Barney", you worth itt...!! :-)

A brave Nation!

Pakistan is not just poverty, bombs of corruption. It is 2005 earthquakes hospitality, it has fought dictatorship and survived. It is 40,000 deaths for global peace. It has always survived the target killings and ethnic issues. It is the martyrdom of soldiers at Siachen. Pakistan is the epitome of resilience. It is the bravest nation of the world!

 Pakistan has always shown that though the living conditions here are getting worse by time but the bravery of people here is remarkable.

Since the birth it has faced pressures from America and threats from India, lost its land in East. but still trying to stand abreast with the other developed countries.

Pakistan has experienced dictatorships and several times and this brave nation has always accepted and obeyed its dictators.

The most memorable event of Pakistan's hospitality and bravery was the earthquake of October 2005, we have seen people come out from all over the country as well as from Pakistani diaspora around the world worked to support the survivors.

Pakistan has gone through worst of the situations during the talibans terrorism, survived the target killings last year and stood straight up head facing problems.

The recent most incident of Siachen is of getting goosebumps as the 152 soldiers lost their lives and their martyrdom will be remembered always.

It is the bravest nation of all and proved itself in almost every field and survived the worst most situations.

Shadows Of Soul....!!!

Fastness.. Loudness.. Rawness.. Toughness.. To continue in all circumstances is a part of your story.. your life... In order to keep walking.. in order to keep your foots firm you need some peace.. some cozy moments... The moments in which the serene sensation goes deep inside your soul.. the moments in which you realize that there is nothing more heavenly than silence...


Drifting along the seashore.. Grey sky all over me with twinkling of stars as a symbol of nature.. cool breeze of a windy night touching my soul.. musical sound of the waves.. darkness of the night securing me around like an invisible blanket.. bare foot walking on sand.. leaving the trace of my foot prints behind.. feeling the softness, the wetness, the humbleness of sand to let me be a part of it.. the moonlight blistering it's shine on me reminding me that i am not just an unworthy piece of sand.. These feelings and priceless moments are just out of this world.. like a heaven on earth for me...

Sometimes.. there comes a time when you want to come out of this materialistic world.. You want to be a part of nature.. you want to be a part of true beauty... It isn't necessary that you'll always have a hand in your hand.. a companion with you... But sometimes the pure light of moon.. the waves of water fulfill all the desires and wishes inside you... gives you the feeling of fulfillment.. the feeling of harmony...


We got so much strangled within the people.. within the tunes of laughter and abyss of tears.. There comes a time when we feel suffocated.. we feel tired.. we feel that we have lost ourselves in this world...


I found the silence of life in the sound of waves coming and going.. full of music and poetry... The empty footprints on the sand renew the memories inside me about the past.. about my journey.. about the good  and bad ones who become the part of my journey... The brightness spilling out of moon erasing the shadow of every night that were burdensome...


Whenever i become a part of this breathtaking worthy atmosphere, i found myself complete.. i feel my life  outright... That's a kind of magic, isn't it?? Every bit as much as faeries and spells and winged horses... Yet full of power... this innocence, silence and simple beauty of sea evoked the new freshness.. the new hope deep inside me... It's like as if pieces that were hidden or unacknowledged have suddenly tumbled into place....

Hum ne kar dikhaya!!

Hum uni se nikle maqsad tou pata tha magar koi planning sirf ek irada tha e jazba ke hum jis maqsad se niklein hain usko aj har mumkin pora kareinge, ishe umeed pe nikal parey na jagah pata na jaib mai paise, bus dil mai kuch karne ka hosla le ke university ki ye 6 larkian apne azam pe gamzan thien. Auto mai baithey apne raste or manzil ke barey mai sochte hoye jab hum apni manzil pe pohanche tou humei pata chala ke hum mai se kisi k pass bhi paise nahi hain.

Rakshey ka karaya 50 rupee or kisi ke pass se 30 rupey nikle hum ne ghanimat jaan ke masoom ban ke rakshey wale se mazrat ke sath kaha k humarey pass itne he hain, Allah ka karma k naik kaam ka inaam bhi naik us rikhshey wale neye keh kr kuch nahi kaha k agey kisi gharib ko de daina. Mulk mai is afratafri ke halat mai us rakhshey wale ka ye amal kisi farishtey se kam na tha humarey liye.

Ab humne qadam barhana shru kiye us kaam k liye jis kaam ke azam k sath hum ae they, sheher se wall chalking mitane k kaam pe. Humne apne apne dilon mai darr ke sath pehli dewar ki chalking saaf karma shru ki, ahishta ahista humey ahsaas hua k humarey hosle itne buland the ke garmi ki shaded laher bhi humei mehsoos nahi hori thi, humarey dilon mai siyasi partion ka khauf, darr kuch bhi mahsoos nahi hora tha zehen mai tha tou bas ye ke humne aj ye kaam karma hai.

Wahan jaaney se pehle humarey dilon mai ek khauf tha ke humey kisis siyasi party k karkun ne apna naara mitatey daikha tou ghusey mai na aajaye laikin ye kam kartewe mujhe jo sukoon, itminaan or khushi mahsoos hoi uska mai tasawar bhi nahi kar sakti ti na he biyaan kar sakti hun.bus ye k waqai humne kuch kar dikhaya. Age ap sachi niyat se kuch karna chahtey ho tou ap kar sakte ho bus hosla hona chahye rastey Allah ta’ala khud paida kar daita hai.

And Everything Is Beautiful & 

Nothing Hurt.. <3

Ahhh life... Enduring rash behaviors?? Things are messed up?? Everything is turning upside down?? Heavy burden is weighing you down?? Agony is eating you alive??

Well no matter what... No matter how deep you suffer or how endless the ocean of your life is unsettling... The vehicle of your life is having thousands of wheels so it will continue it's journey... It will go on experiencing and enduring all the ups and downs... Now the choice is in your hands whether to just sit back closing yours eyes to the surroundings or to smile bravely looking outside the window either in sunshine or rainy times..!!

If you have to cross this journey of life either in one way or other than why not with content and satisfaction?? It surely isn't necessary to get strangled in tough loops of life and forget life what it is actually about!! Ok, so here are some tips to lead a stress free and full of cherries life. If any one person would adopt a single fact i'll be overwhelmed..

• I believe that smiling, laughing and enjoying is the best anguish burner. Just forget what holds you back!! This time will never come back... Every passing moment will become a memory the very next moment... so why not keep some good stuff in the store of memories??
• I belief in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong... It could have been worst than it is right at this moment... Be strong!! Trust Almighty... And always remember that everything happens for a reason... This gives you a lot more hope and faith in God!!
• I belief that world is just three days - As for yesterday, it has vanished!! Along with all that was in itt... So please get out of it and stop crying over a spilled milk..!! As for tomorrow, it is an another day.. an another chance...!! As for today, it is yours.. it is in your hands completely... Work in it.. Have a blasting today!! So it will make your yesterday memorable and your future enthusiastic..!!
• I belief in loving myself - The only person who is responsible for you happiness.. your sadness.. your rudeness and all your doings is the one standing in front of you in the mirror... Yes it's you!! Open up your wings and just fly... Forget what everyone else thinks... Do good and be good...!!
• And the most important tip for all the ladies out there; Place your heart in the hands of God and He will place it in the hands of the man who he believes deserves it... I belief it too that the happiest girls are the prettiest girls...!! :-)

Enjoy your life...!!

Cheerio!! :) 

meri pyari behan

 Dunya ki nazar mei her rishta khoon se pehchana ja ta hai, ek behan ka rishta hai jo sirf dil se banta hai aur pechana jata hai.bari behan buhat achi dost bhi hoti hai jo app ki har pareshani main app ka sath deti hai or achay say hamain acha aur bura ki tameez sekhati hai. Hum jitna bhi dor kyun na hon lakin hamesha aisa lagta hai kay woh hamara pass hai. Yahe dil ka rishta khelata hai. bari behan maan ki tarha bhi hoti hai jo app ki dekh bhal bhi karti hai lakin kabhi kabhi us ko tang karna main bhi buhat maza ata lakin jab woh gussa hoti hai to eik laga bhi deti hai . 
Buhat log atay hain zindigai mei aur chalay jatay hai, jo dil me ek behan jaga banati hai woh koi bhi nahi lay sakti. Kam  time saath raha lakin jitna bhi time guzra woh buhat acha tha ...
 mujhe yaad hain jab dil dukhta tha yah main pareshan hoti to koi nahi pechanta tha lakin sach main pata nahi kaisa meri behan ko pata lag jata tha k main pareshan hon to us waqat ek behan hi hai jo ek muskurahat la sakti hain jis ko apni pareshani batana ka dil karta hai. App behan nahi ek dost bhi hain, jo mohabbat mujay app se hai woh kabhi kaam nahi ho sakti aur hamasha woh he mohabbat  rahay gi yeh woh mohabbat hoti hai jo kabhi kam ho bhi nahi sakti hai..  . Behan ek humsafar hotti hai aur uski kami koi pori nahi ker sakta hai. qismat walay hotay bari behan hoti hain . Aur unse zada meri qismat achi hai kay mujhay aisi dil wali behan mili.


              Meri pyari behna
              Tere bina nahin rehna
              Tera kya hai kehna
              Tu hai mera gehna


             Is dharti ki sabhi khushiyan tere upar vaar doon,
             Tu kahe ko saari duniya ko tere aage jhuka doon,