Zindagi Ka Aitabar Nahi ….

“ khala ye kitna bolti haina, please Nasheela apni ye zaban chale wali speed zara hath chale main lagao”

Ye jumla main or meri khala hamesha hi us k barai main kaha kartai thai . Nasheel, 24 saala khoobsurat or khoobseerat larki thi, jisai Khuda nai har naimat sai nawaza tha siwai dolat kai. Ghareeb gharanae sai taluq rkhne wali ye larki ek ese hunar sai malamal thi jo k na sirf is k ghar ki rozi ka zariya banta tha bul k uski acahnak maut ka sabab bhi ban gaya.. …. Nasheel dulhano ko mehndi lagaya karti thi or itni khubsurat mehndi k jisai lagti wo yhi dua mangtai thai kai is mehndi ka rang kabhi na utrai ….per kon janta tha k jis mehndi ki wajah sai wo sheher bhar main mashahoor thi wohi mehndi uski jan lai lai gi……. Nasheela nai 12 saal ki umar main hi behtreen mehndi lagana shuro kardi thi or itnae arsai main najane kitnai logo kai hath uski mehndi sai khubsurti ki bheer charhai. per najane usai kiski nazar usai kha gai. Is larki ki ek bat buhat ajeeb thi k wo sab ko to buhat shauk sai mehndi lagati thi per usnai apne hath sai kabhi khud apne hath p mehndi nhi lagai. Wo hamesha is bat sai chira karti th k wo u khud ko mehndi lagae. Per han marne sai 3 ghantai pehle usnai zindagi main pehli bar khud apne dono hatho mian mehndi lagai or laal jora pehn kar tayar bhi hoi. Us k ghar wale sab hairan bhi hoe or jab us sai pocha to us nai yhi kaha k pta nhi kui laikin bas dil kia to lagali, laikin afsoos y koi bhi nahi janta tha k us kai hatho mai lagne wali ye pehli mehndi us ki zindagi ki akhri mehndi banjae gi,…. Bas wo mehndi laga k jab laiti to us k bad ankh wapis nhi khol pai or hamesha k lie hi sogai…… kia guzri hogi uski maa pe, jis ki jawan beti hansi khushi achanak hi ue dunya sai chali gai, kis guzri hogi uskai bhai per jab usnai apni jawan behen kai janzai ko kandha dia hoga…… mujhy us larki ka hasta khailta chechra nahi bholta jab wo ahista ahista mehndi kai khubsoorat naqsh hamare hatho main utarti thi or hum uski sust raftari sai chir kar usai kuch kuch na zaroor kehtai thai …. Wakai zindagi ka aitabar nhi ……